yesterday nite duno wat happen.....
can't slp for the whole nite....
i just can't fal aslp in any wayz!
i hardly sleep....
this morning i'm disturb by my brother ard 9am...
duno y is he awake so early wen he is not workin today...
(he always like to disturb me early in every morning except sunday..)
argh.......
i can't even fal slp last nite n wen i juz trying to fal slp he wake me up!!!
oh my god..
i was exhausted....
my energy level almost drop to ZERO after i'd finish all the chores....
(even my blog is runnning out of color..gv me some "energy"!!!!.....)
i think i'm goin to had a headache...
nid to rest now.....
hope that i can get a good slp to nite...
haiz................................................@.@

Cherish All that U have!

nowadays if u really read the newspapers...
u can c that the society is in a mess...
those snatch theives are inconsiderable..or i should say cold blooded...
so many victims had been found recently...
all of u out there...pls take good care of yourself..
dun let them hv a chance to even take the 1st step...

i saw another news dat day...
the fire took away 4precious lives...4children.....i saw their pictures..
their really cute n naive...
i almost shed my tears when i read it(i dun cry easily)...

from all these "bad news",
it makes me cherish all that i hv now....
if u quarel wit ur frens or family or anybody,
take the 1st step to say "i'm sorry" or "i forgive" u....
always treat them nice....
always be patient...
tolerate wit them...be nice...
and they will do that back 2u too.....
dun wait til everything is too late.....

i'm really afraid....afraid of something bad happens...
so pls pls pls pls pls....
to everyone that is reading or not even reading this...
take good care of yourself...
be cautious n alert anytime anywhere...
i dun wana miss anything in my life..

i always pray n pray n pray so that nothing bad will happen..
i always pray n pray n pray so that the world wil hv peace...
pray wit me k?dun be tentative to do so....
no matter wat religion u r..
pray to ur god .....
bless this world...bless all nations...
MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF U!!!!

Enthusiasm

this week they change away the ancient organ!
mayb the priest oso can't stand the creepy sound...hahaa...jz kidding.....
this organ was definitely better than the previous1....but...
the rhythm of "8beat1","16beat2","rock n' roll" turned out to be really weird..
when i play wit those rhythm....all the hymns sounded hilarous...
my fren sitting beside me keep on giggling at the funny sound...n i fil so embarrased..
fuh.........
i always think dat i do not perform well durin playing organ in the church..
(maybe it's becoz i'm a piano learner but not organ...)

**my beloved piano..**
everytime i play the organ,it'll either sound weird or in a mess....
i'd really wanted everything to be in a good shape...but it just can't...
eveything just got worse when u have a musical-educated-priest....
every single note dat u press wrong i think he'll realise....
all the tense just drive me crazy sometimes...
anywaz...i'll still play the organ anyhow....

hmm...
nowadays i'm still searching for jobs....
hopefully i'll get a job dat i want... ^^
n i heard that there are some conflicts happening between my juniors in my previous high school...
i do hope they can make things out...
knowing about their own responsibilities...
not only waiting for others to do all the job...
i'm saying all this coz i really hope that the "thing" can last 4ever...
all my friends n even myself put a lot efforts in that "thing"...i will never wish to c it "collapse"...
sometimes i really feel like advising them in all kinds of situation...
hoping dat they step into the same "hole" dat we stepped in b4 this...
but...i noe there are some guys hu really dun like me or even hate me....
they'll definitely think that i'm bussy body...
"u already left the school!wat 4 u care about the "thing"?!mind ur own business!"
i can really imagine them thinking like this....(but still it's only my own thought)
therefore i rather be numb.....or even blind....in this kind of circumstances...
coz it'll hurt even more when i heard those words....
n i recall the days that i'd been through for the "thing"...
all the hardworks repay in all sorts of accusses....n heartbreaking moments....
sometimes i even ask myself,"is it wrong to be passionate in a "thing"?
after knowing all the misunderstanding.....
yes i guess..............







my previous
dancing crews..

but i'll always cherish the moments dat i had with the "thing".....

the ancient organ....

this previous sunday was my turn to play the organ..
the normally-used organ has been spoilt 4 a couple of weeks..
therefore we'd been using keyboard b4 this,but suprisingly.....
an ANCIENT organ pop out this week!
oh my god,my 1st point of view to the organ is, "is this the organ dat i should use 4this week?"
then i started asking someone who incharge of this kind of stuffs...
and she said,"yes,yes,this is the one!"
"wat?!"i duno wat to say....
i just couldn't imagine myself playing this "antique"..it'll be hilarous~~!
i looked at the organ...here n there...up n down...for a long time....
i really duno wat to do!! after a while,i finally touched the organ carefully...as if it's fragile....
it really sounded like those organ in the creepy mansion where vampires lived...ooo...
then i realised there was no way to controll the "key"(the previous organ has a button to control)...oh my god...
does this means dat everyone has to sing in C major?(coz different songs were composed in different keys n i'd change all the chords into Cmajor,if not i've to change all the melody lines...n it'll take a long time...but if u are pro enuf,that'll be an easy job...but not me...hehe...)
thank god another organist was there to help me out..
u noe wat's the ending??~~~~~
most of the songs r sung in Cmajor....hahaha....
some songs sounded too high key n some sounded too low...hahaha.....but no one seemed to realize....
was it becoz i covered it up perfectly??nah-------
it's GOD sending his angels to help me out!
anywaz....thank god n everyone!!
if not,i'll be saying,

"Dear brothers n sisters in christ,kindly sing aloud with all ur HEARTS n SOULS ...........without music!!!!!"


.......hahahahahaha..........

- THE END -

it's been a while....

wow....I'm really lazy!!!
it's been a while i didn't post anything on this blog~
i'd made some changes with the backgroud,have u notice??
is it nice? give me some comments,k?
oh ya, i need to apologize to all the readers to my blog....
I'M REALLY SORRY! for not posting 4 so so so long....as if it's been a c3ntury~~haha...
nowadays it's quite free 4me to do a lot of things especially things that i wanted 2do b4 this....
i wrote a lot of essays nowadays...(trying to be an amateur writter...hehhe..)
one got publish in the chinapress, n others.....eehhem...(mayb they are in the trash folder of the editor's mailbox)...hehe....
hhmm.....i'm now trying to find a job.....
"hey~~but i'm the lazy bug!!!"my heart shouts....
but i can't just sit here n wait my time to past,right? .....(can i??)
haha...but somehow,i will find a job...n i mean it....just wish me luck,k?
i heard that my juniors are trying to held a mooncake festival celebration at a school on 29th of September,
i'm pretty concerned about it,
i really hope everything turn out 2b "smooth" 4them...
really don't wish anything bad happenned....
so finally, i wana wish them LUCK!n i hope u guys out there do the same,
n dun forget to wish me luck 2 so that i can find a job asap~
gracias.......
signing out now......bye!