something really really bad had happen last thursday....i was so shocked seing dat incident happenned.....so sory dat i dun fil like mentioning here in the blog right now....y do bad things happen in chains?i felt like i've been soakin in the deep blue sea for weeks...seakin 4 help but it seems like no1 is ard....nobody sees me nor hear me....sank in the deep blue sea,unconcious is all i can be,dive deep down to look for me,find me in a place where eye's can't see......
lonely~~i'm MisS LoneLy....
finally....i'm left alone..to get in to university...2of my best frens failed to get in.......it should be a good news dat some1 is able to get in university,but i'm not.....**Deserted alone in a snowland so cold,overwhelmed i am by the feeling of loss,time passby a little bit too slow,tell me all that happened are only a frod.**i tot we'll only be seperated while we step into the society,when all of us get different jobs,but i was wrong,totally wrong.....everything just happened too fast.........none of us expect it to be like this......i'm not ready yet......y....y must i always be alone???**Thousands of grievances lodge in my heart,millions of misunderstands nid 2b explained,fate drown us forever 2b apart,where else i can shout out all of my complaints??**dat's nothing i can do...neither of us can....making new frens for others is easy....but 4me,i find it hard to trust someone..especially those i just met....n i'm damn poor in socialising...people always think dat i'm too cool....too cocky...didn't they noe dat they shouldn't jugde a book by it's cover?!**Wear a mask of elate if i can,for smile and sweet faces are what they keen,but hit them hard on the head with a pan,you'll figure out their souls are not that "clean".**i noe life must go on even without them studyin the same school wit me,but i just hope dat,no matter wat happen,our friendship will not fade off.......forever....i gv my best wishes to the 2of u...for u guys r my best frens..may GOD bless all of us......
