Enthusiasm

this week they change away the ancient organ!
mayb the priest oso can't stand the creepy sound...hahaa...jz kidding.....
this organ was definitely better than the previous1....but...
the rhythm of "8beat1","16beat2","rock n' roll" turned out to be really weird..
when i play wit those rhythm....all the hymns sounded hilarous...
my fren sitting beside me keep on giggling at the funny sound...n i fil so embarrased..
fuh.........
i always think dat i do not perform well durin playing organ in the church..
(maybe it's becoz i'm a piano learner but not organ...)

**my beloved piano..**
everytime i play the organ,it'll either sound weird or in a mess....
i'd really wanted everything to be in a good shape...but it just can't...
eveything just got worse when u have a musical-educated-priest....
every single note dat u press wrong i think he'll realise....
all the tense just drive me crazy sometimes...
anywaz...i'll still play the organ anyhow....

hmm...
nowadays i'm still searching for jobs....
hopefully i'll get a job dat i want... ^^
n i heard that there are some conflicts happening between my juniors in my previous high school...
i do hope they can make things out...
knowing about their own responsibilities...
not only waiting for others to do all the job...
i'm saying all this coz i really hope that the "thing" can last 4ever...
all my friends n even myself put a lot efforts in that "thing"...i will never wish to c it "collapse"...
sometimes i really feel like advising them in all kinds of situation...
hoping dat they step into the same "hole" dat we stepped in b4 this...
but...i noe there are some guys hu really dun like me or even hate me....
they'll definitely think that i'm bussy body...
"u already left the school!wat 4 u care about the "thing"?!mind ur own business!"
i can really imagine them thinking like this....(but still it's only my own thought)
therefore i rather be numb.....or even blind....in this kind of circumstances...
coz it'll hurt even more when i heard those words....
n i recall the days that i'd been through for the "thing"...
all the hardworks repay in all sorts of accusses....n heartbreaking moments....
sometimes i even ask myself,"is it wrong to be passionate in a "thing"?
after knowing all the misunderstanding.....
yes i guess..............







my previous
dancing crews..

but i'll always cherish the moments dat i had with the "thing".....