lonely~~i'm MisS LoneLy....

finally....
i'm left alone..to get in to university...
2of my best frens failed to get in.......
it should be a good news dat some1 is able to get in university,
but i'm not.....


**Deserted alone in a snowland so cold,
overwhelmed i am by the feeling of loss,
time passby a little bit too slow,
tell me all that happened are only a frod.**


i tot we'll only be seperated while we step into the society,
when all of us get different jobs,
but i was wrong,totally wrong.....
everything just happened too fast.........
none of us expect it to be like this......
i'm not ready yet......
y....y must i always be alone???


**Thousands of grievances lodge in my heart,
millions of misunderstands nid 2b explained,
fate drown us forever 2b apart,
where else i can shout out all of my complaints??**


dat's nothing i can do...neither of us can....
making new frens for others is easy....
but 4me,
i find it hard to trust someone..especially those i just met....
n i'm damn poor in socialising...
people always think dat i'm too cool....too cocky...
didn't they noe dat they shouldn't jugde a book by it's cover?!


**Wear a mask of elate if i can,
for smile and sweet faces are what they keen,
but hit them hard on the head with a pan,
you'll figure out their souls are not that "clean".**


i noe life must go on even without them studyin the same school wit me,
but i just hope dat,
no matter wat happen,
our friendship will not fade off.......forever....
i gv my best wishes to the 2of u...for u guys r my best frens..
may GOD bless all of us......